I'm not asking you to change the way you feel about him... hell, part of me feels like I should feel exactly like you do.

I just don't wanna feel like crap because I forgave him for what happened.

And I'm pretty heavy with the crap-feeling right now.

_{[... Even if he didn't WANT her to, it's just... how can you NOT when you're friends with someone who caused your father to be a murder victim, and the victim himself hasn't forgiven them for what happened? It didn't seem fair or right. And it's making her feel guilty as hell even if she IS standing by her convictions.]}